Pharmaceutical Auto Responder

We live in the day of the pharmacuetical auto-responder. Feeling off? Take a pill. There’s a really great parady of this going around the internet right now… here’s the link:

This used to be me. I did not get my monthly cycle for most of my life. Went to my doctor and she put me on the pill for 20 years. It never got better but I felt like I was “managing my condition.” When I found Young Living Essential Oils, got the synthetics out of my house and started to live a greener life, I realized that maybe the fact that I was not getting my period might have more to do with my body systems being off. My boyfriend, Brent Howard is an energy healer and he did TWO sessions on me working in that area energetically and my period came back full force. Is this a good thing? Ha.. just kidding. I’m incredibly grateful to be back in balance.

Toxic Waste Dump

I used to wake up with a Soy Latte from Starbucks…. drink about a case of Diet Coke a week (water? what’s water?)… and a few glasses of wine every night. I scrubbed my house with Tilex and AJAX… I used the birth control pill for 20 years straight… I took Tylenol PM to fall asleep and Tylenol Sinus every night to kill the post nasal drip so I could stay asleep. I took metabolism boosters from 7/Eleven and carb inhibitors before cheating. I rubbed my face with every kind of “miracle” potion I could find.

I was basically a walking chemical and it showed.

My moods were all over the place. My weight was all over the place. I didn’t get a real period for most of my life. And I felt constant sugar cravings

Then I made the connection – Toxic Dump Inside = Toxic Personality. Hmmm…

Did you realize that most of the products in your bathroom have an ingredient that is the chemical equivalent of anti-freeze? Same goes with engine degreaser.


Go check around… do you see Propylene Glycol or Sodium Laurel Sulphate (SLS) on any of your labels. Ever looked it up to see what it is?

I wondered why I felt like crap a lot of the time. Why my brain just didn’t seem to fire the way I wanted it to, why my emotions were all over the map, why I couldn’t seem to fall asleep or stay asleep at night.

Then I learned that my skin is an organ and absorbs what I slathered onto myself every day. I started to ask myself: Would I stick my finger in anti-freeze and suck on it? If I did, would I expect to feel very good the rest of the day?

That lead me to a complete revamp, a complete beauty overhaul. Now I publish the info I learned on

I found that by dusting off my antenna… I got a pretty rockin connection again. Rockin connection equals bliss for me.

I know my beliefs will trump all else… always. One of the most spiritually connected beings I know on this planet has never done a day of yoga in his life, chain smokes and sucks down Diet Pepsi like its manna from heaven… you’d think he’d be a toxic waste dump. He is to a certain extent in that he’s got pain, sleeping problems and what not … BUT… he’s completely dialed in to source, he’s absolutely love incarnated and he’s living a rocking existence.

So… the petro-free is not a requirement for enlightenment… but then, is ANYTHING a requirement for enlightenment? ha